JUST ANOTHER HARD DAY

JUST ANOTHER HARD DAY:

it's been i very long time since i decided to write specially in English, sometimes it's just that you have a lot of things to say, but nothing to write it, specially when you see everything nothing than just normal, a lot of things hurt but, it's normal, just like you get used to it, it's became something necessary in your life, funny right, but not weird cause i know that there's a lot of people know exactly what I'm talking about.

in a way or another you get tired, tired of everything, your home, your life, your simply everything.

and specially you get tired of trying. everyone is keeping on saying that you should keep trying even me I'm saying it and i keep on saying it even to myself. you know deep inside of you that someday you will get what you want. you just don't know when exactly.

it's just a matter of time, just like the song of "not a goodbye"

it's just a matter of time  I'm sure

 but time takes time and i can't hold on.

it's so hard to keep on trying without achieving anything at all.

it's hard when you do your best to be the best but you can't get anywhere except for the last.

but you know that you can't do anything except trying again.

there's nothing in your hand.

it's all out of your control.
it's very hard when everything you do go wrong.
and i mean by that everything.